So recently amidst hard time finding work and being depressed I settled with a job Instacarting. I do it about two to three orders a day maybe six times a week now, having done it for 8-9 days. It is ok, honestly this is a little boost in my life, nothing amazing, but hey it is something? I wanna do it without relying on too much caffeine as that shit messes me up and makes my anxiety bad, but really I am stil doing it . I don't usually insta when it is really rainy or that late at night but I may do it occasionally during said circumstances.

I mostly have done it at Safeway, and some at Raley's, Costco, etc. It gets stressful, I need a more "workplacey job" but this'll do it for now. I made $300 something in 7 days but with more practice it would be a good 500 or so.

Anyway, I wanted a job doing blueprint work? Maybe, maybe not. I have no BA or certificate for that, just tried doing well in the interview and the boss/supervisor said I did well in the interview and MAY consider me later.

I was lazy a lot at jobs, not to mention at school. I have my own issues. Honestly the world can be shitty, sometimes I wanna do somethign crazy and end up locked up or just getting some attn. I am single, no kids, have some help from mom's income, I have a sister but have a meh relationship with her.

I am kinda ok?

I am hangin' in der I guess. I spent a night in Oakland almost 2 wks ago, I actually drove there in my dad's Lexus SUV, and I drove ok. No crashes, no tickets, did it fine. Yeah some parts of the city are rough, but I avoided most of those areas (shoutout to San Antonio!!(

I drink a little, and smoke/use weed 1-2 times a week or less

fffff I need a haircut kinda but wanna go hippieish?

my life is like a poor man's fightclub sometimes